3.16

[ella_menno]

Okay, so, you know how I'm a big crying crier who cries?

I'm not crying. I WANT to - I can feel the tears and emotion and all of it up here *points*, but it's...locked up, somehow.

Possibly I am in shock. Just. I watched it, then I had to rewatch it immediately (well, with a small break to talk to katelennon, who called to check on me because she is sweet.)

Right now, I actually feel physically sick to my stomach, sheerly from the emotion of it all. I knew we weren't getting a happy ending - how could we, for one thing; I didn't really want one, for another - but still. Still.

There were all the things everyone else is talking about: the return of Smart!Dean; the ass-kickingness of Ruby; the brilliant 'family-ain't-just-blood' talk of Bobby's; Sam's scary-morphy-face; Dean's hallucinations; THE BON JOVI SINGALONG AND DEAN'S FACE OF MANPAIN; the creepy-as-fark little girl/demon on holiday; and and and and.

It all pales for me - it all gets buried under - the way the boys screamed for one another. This most definitely was not the yelling and hollering we've heard before: Sam. Was pinned up against a wall. Screaming. Screaming for Dean.

And then there was Dean, strung up like...like....

Ah, okay. There are those tears I've been waiting on.

Comments

[sarahsaur81.livejournal.com]

I'm putting my chips on purgatory rather than the big H. I don't think he got dragged the whole way before Sam got a hold of Lillith.

*nods*

*passes tissues*

[hiyacynth.livejournal.com]

Dean says you're sweet to be so upset, but don't worry. He's just spending the summer working on his tan. The power of fangirl brotherly love will bring him out in September.

*hugs*

I thought I was the only one ...

[karebeth.livejournal.com]

Me too I sat there just watching the screen no noise. Complete silence. Maybe because it was coming to the part where you were like there has to be a way then dean. While the part where Sam is on the wall reminded me a whole lot of devil's trap. There was that cry in his voice when he screamed for dean not a loud sound but an angst breath like the last breath you take.
Then when Dean screams for Sam broke my heart. I think Sam can use for force for good cause even hans solo came out from being a statue Dean can be unhooked.